Oishee Rants

Alright, so I am supposed to be ranting for the next half hour about things that make me cranky. Heh! What do I say? Some mornings I wake up and right from the sun that pierces into my eye to someone being overtly nice to me, EVERYTHING gets to me that day. And on some days, I am in such a brilliant mood, NOTHING can ever get to me! Today is one such day and it's taking quite a bit of effort to find something that makes me crabby. Hmmmmm...well, it's week 13 at uni. Woops! Week 11. *rolls eyes* See how clouded my mind is right now?

So, it's week 11. I finish my degree in 2 weeks time. Pretty much everything is due all at once. My brain is all over the place. And as I say that I can actually picture a semi-solid, jelly-like slippery wobbly little brain rolling around my messy room and I (since my skull is empty)am walking around the room like an autistic zombie (no offence, just pure description of my current state of mind).

2 weeks. 2 weeks. 2 weeks. That's my mantra these days. Yes, I meditate. Helps me from coming across as someone suffering from the tourettes syndrome. Again, no offence (why the heck am I drawing similies between myself and disorders!!!).

Oh well, I guess that description pretty much contradicts my earlier statement about not being cranky today. *mumbles to herself: big mouth!*

Hmmm...what else makes me feel really irritable? after my three week stint at the hospital which included stressed nurses, abnormally cheerful doctors who always had the best thigns to say ( We'd just like to also warn you that death is a possibility in this procedure. It is rare. Just one in a hundred). THAT ONE IN A HUNDRED COULD'VE BEEN ME! Idiots! And THAT to the patient who is supposed to undergo the surgery. Not even family or friends. Talk about stress!

So, coming back to my point (me beign the Queen of digression), my body seems to have slowed down after the illness. There's so much that I can do, want to do. I know I got the potential. But I've just slowed down a bit. I suppose this will go on until my medication is on. But not the best of state to be in in week 13!!

Aside: I wonder if Brian finds this enough of a rant :-P Though my friends tell me I am good at ranting with or without a cause.

yeah at the moment, that's my life: coping with a recuperating body, LOOOOAAAADDDSSSS of assignments all due at once and perhaps a little bit of anticipation about the future. Once I finish, it'll be my frist time in 22 years that I will be facign life as it is, out of an educational institution. Funny isn't it, how the word 'institution' has other meanings attached to it. And it is used in conjunction with education. Hee Hee Hee! Wonder what it says about me? Oh well!

This made me laugh today. Love babies!- so simple, pure, innocent, stress free, transparent....all good things ini life. God bless each one of them everywhere. :-)